Thursday, 8 May 2014

#20140506

Today was a fun day too~~~~

We got PJ today. We went to the gymnasium. Teacher gave us worksheet to do. After that we request to teacher to play basketball again.

Yes, of course teacher let us play. At first, Nitya, Yijuin, Mysara, Reena and I wanted to be in one group again, but the others said that's not fair. So we changed. I team up with Yijuin, Gaik Teng, Levanyah and Sabrina. We started to play. Sofeeyah spoke up, she told us not to push or what so ever. So I said that's not playing basketball. Then, they changed a bit of the rules. I was like what the hell, if you are princess, you can just don't join the game.

The game continue. Is kind of excited. Nitya scored one point or their team. Then we ran around. They kept passing the ball to Nitya but always been hit by me cause I blocked her. And Nitya said they always pass the ball to the wrong "Nitya". Suddenly, Gaik Teng knocked into me and I almost fall down cause it's slippery too. Wow... that knock was seriously... After that, I scored one point for my team. Is fun and tiring. Then Sofeeyah again acting like princess. Oh gosh... I seriously don't want her to join the game. At last, Nitya's team won with 2-1.

I lied down. Is really hot. I can feel the heat coming from me. And I'm sweaty. First time being so tired and we only played half court. I walked and washed my face with water. The form 1 there was like, what are these seniors doing. Then we walked back to class. I drank all the water that in my water bottle. Then I rushed to Moral class. We J class were late for our Moral and Agama class.

Although it was tiring but was exciting too. 
For serious, I wanted to join the basketball team.

Sunday, 4 May 2014

MY DREAM

#20140430

That day, Yu Xin, Li Ying, Abigail, Weng Kei and I talked about dream. Yu Xin got a nightmare last year and we all forgot what's the story. Abigail refused to listen because she scared later at night she will have a nightmare.

After that, I told Yun Yi some part of it, she also said same thing as Abigail did.

And that night, I had a nightmare.

#20140501

At 12.00am, I went upstairs to sleep.

I'm too tired and I fell asleep quickly. And I had a dream. I don't really what's the story but I'm sure was a nightmare.

I awakened. My heartbeat was so slow and hard. I felt like my heartbeat stop for a second. I tried to remember what was in my dream. I remembered that the last scene was I MET MYSELF. And I can't even remember anything of it. When I flashed for moment, it doesn't seems to be so scary and horrible nor terrible like nightmare that's made me almost stop my heartbeat.

I was confused. And I double checked. It's only took a few minutes from the time I fell asleep. Then I tried to sleep again. But when I closed my eyes, the dreams came back again. So I don't dare to close my eyes. And I opened my eyes until my eyes lit drop down itself and continue to sleep.

In the morning, I felt so tiring and I really don't remember the dream.

Imaginary Story

#20140501

I dance and dance and dance. I danced to many songs and about half an hour or more. I dance in the school gymnasium.

Suddenly, PBC AJKs and people come in. And they watched me dancing. When one song end, I stop the radio and walk toward them. I greet them and ask them why everyone is here. They said that outside is raining, so they are going to use gymnasium to continue the basketball tournament. Form 3, my friends they carry many things and they come in. Those things are for selling drinks.

After everyone set up everything, the tournament continue. I help them in the stall and helping them selling drinks. Then, someone called me to join their team in playing basketball. So I agree and joined them.
The game starts again. Me and others are playing the game hardly. When rest time, I help them in the stall again. Then I continue playing the match again. Suddenly, I've been knocked down by someone from the opposite team. It was painful but I'm not sure too. I got up and get a chance to play penalty ball. First shoot, the ball did not get in, a little bit headache and hard to focus and aim. Second shoot, goal in lucky. Third shoot, focus, aim, and go. Goal technically. Then we continue the game.

In the last minute of the game, the ball is in me. Should I goal it or pass to others? I confused. I jump high and …… the ball off my hand and I faint in the air. I drop to ground hardly and painfully although I can feel nothing. The ball is in the goal. All the people hooray! But when they saw me fainted and dropped on the floor, all the people run over me and gather around me. Especially my friends.
The PBSM members quickly run over me and check my body. I still have my breathe but slow. The PBSM members called the others to spread out and don't gather here. They fan me and try to make me cool. A few minutes later, I awake in painful condition. My head is pain like hell, I feel myself injured and I feel like the sickness is got back to me.

I asked all my friends here. I grab their hand so hard as I can. They are all so worry. I'm trying the best to talk. When I called out Weng Kei's name, the tears come out from my eyes. I said to her that I am appreciate to her that once made me feel so happy and free when we used to play together and apologize to her if I had done something wrong and really wrong that makes her hate me so much. I tell her that I hope we can be friends again. When I said until here, my painfulness increase. They all cried and tears are all out. Me too. My tears keep coming out my eyes without stopping. And we cried uncontrollable. At that time, Weng Kei accept my appreciation and apologize. I am happy. I talked to them. I hope they can live happily if I can't survive. But they said I am crazy, but I am serious.

All of us cry so hard until no ones talking. All parts of my body is like burning so fiercely and I feel so pain especially my head. I yelled in painful. They all pity me.

When we are all back in the reality, there are ambulance staff, police,  teachers, students and also principle out there. Because the AJKs already inform the teachers about this. They are all watching us. But we don't care, we still cry cause we can't stop it. We hug together and everyone is like lying on me. Is hard. And in a moment, my hand off and drop to the ground. And the last tears come out from my eyes slowly. And they know what happened. They all cry so hard. The ambulance staff quickly rush over and rescue me in a rush and feel so last minute. 

A few minutes later, I awake. They all cry and me too. So touching that I can wake up again, cause I thought I will sleep for ever. I sit up. And we all hug together and cry and cry. The people around us also feel the love. We hug for a long time. The form 3 boys just standing beside, cause they are form 3 too. 

Finally, we force to stop our tears. The ambulance staff wants me to follow them back to the hospital for a body check up, cause I had been stun for a while and I'm a miracle to wake up. So I sit on the wheelchair and been push by the ambulance staff. I leave them. They all stand still there. The AJKs then come forward to comfort them. And I'm on my way to the hospital. In the ambulance I force myself not to cry. 

I reached the hospital and have a whole body check up. My father and mother, as a doctor also come to see me. At the night, I can't sleep and keep thinking of them, my tears flow out again.

REVIEW
Relax... is just an imaginary story by myself although it seems to be too over. Yes, that time I'm just imagining, but I really cried. The tears are real. And I can't stop it. The tears are seriously coming out uncontrollable. I don't know why I imagined this kind of story but is really making me down. I cried and cried, really unstoppable. So sorry, but is just a imagining story that made me so sad and down and emotional. 

Saturday, 3 May 2014

Thursday, 1 May 2014

#20140429

This afternoon, we are selling drinks for the basketball tournament again.

After school, we are having our gilap gapai class(additional classes). I skipped the class by asking teacher permission for going out for help in the PBC stall, and by the way I'm the AJK (that's not the point). I walked to the basketball court and saw Winky already there. I bought a cup of grape drink for teacher. Then we got many order. We played and sell drinks.

Finally, Yu Xin and Gracelyn came here. We sit beside there playing Kah Seng phone by spamming photos. We kept taking photos, especially Winky. Kai Lin asked us to help, then I said "there's no order", Grace said that was a  good point. LOL... we played together.

And Ke Qi told me about the PBC camp information and want me to ask all the PBC members and non-PBC members. Then someone so "sampat" to tell everything. I don't even start to open my mouth and everything is out. When I was talking to Li Ying and WK, my leg suddenly cramp. Then I sat beside. It was not pain at all, because it used to be a habit (at least not muscle cramp). They were like "leg cramp also can be a habit...". And I told Li Ying that, I'm not playing basketball, but why my leg will cramp, she was like laughing lol...

After that many people went home. Left Yu Xin, wk and I. Yu Xin suddenly wanted to play and she splashed water to me. And like this, we started to play with the water. Accidentally, I saw Harvey climb over the fence and made himself injured, but on that time I was not sure with it. Then Kah Seng and Harvey walked over here. Kah Seng told us that Harvey was injured. Then we wanted to help him to clear his wound. But he don't want to. (Actually at that time I really wanted to grab him to clear his wound. But I didn't of course.)Yu Xin gave me the cotton and told me to help him to clear his wound. I chased him all around and he had gone. Then I had no idea, I went back to the basketball court and found out Yu Xin already went out. Kah Seng then gave me the money.

Then I went to the canteen and clear my things and packed up my bag and walked out. I saw Yu Xin still there. Yu Xin and I chat together. We were all stuck with the money and Kah Seng. Then we don't care. By the way I went back first. I told Yu Xin to be careful when one person, but she said she is not the first time. Then I retort that this is her first time and finally she found out lol...

It was fun. Although there was something happened.
And HAPPY TOGETHER!!!

#20140426 (Kah Seng's Birthday Celebration)

Today is BIGBANG's Daesung's birthday. But I can only celebrate silently cause the "Sewol" Korea ship sank few days ago. As a respect, every VIP should celebrate silently.

And also today is Kah Seng's birthday. They planned to hang out at Leisure Mall. Of course I accept their invitation. Actually in the morning, I should have went to Yijuin's house. But my mum said she wanted to buy new uniforms for me, but my mum lied again. So I did not go to Yijuin's house.

At 10.30am, I had my drum class in VIVA. My drum teacher was absent again. Then my teacher's friend came to replace him to teach me. He said I'm talented in playing drum, but I don't think so. He taught me something my teacher did not ever told me. He shared his life as a drummer and taught me how to be as a drummer. I was appreciate that he taught me so many things. But why every time I think that replacement teacher is better than my formal teacher? (Sorry to say that.)

For my lunch, I ate sushi at Sushi King, Jusco Mahkota Cheras, with my family. It was so delicious and it was the first time I ate sushi at Sushi King. My brother and I ate so much sushi. And finally, finish eating. Then I went back.

I rest for a while and bath. Then I prepared to go to Leisure Mall. I changed. At first I want to wear some funky colourful costume but I decided to change because I thought that was to over, so I wore a black long sleeves shirt, and a lagging with a short pants and my black shoes. Then my dad drove me to Leisure Mall. When I want to call when I walked in, and I saw Gracelyn, Kah Seng, Winky and Gaik Teng sitting inside Starbucks. So I joined them and walked to the GSC cinema ticket counter with Harvey cause we wanted to watch movie. Winky bought 5 tickets for the movie "Brick Mansion". Then we met with Yun Yi, Yu Xin and Wei Yu. We decided to eat our dinner at "龙的传人". We waited for so long time and finally our turn. We ordered and waited and played. Yu Xin and Harvey are our scandal couple, but there was a lightbulb between them, Yun Yi. Their moment made all of us felt like we were all lightbulbs.

After finish eating our dinner, Winky, Gracelyn, Kah Seng, Harvey and I separate with Yun Yi, Yu Xin, Gaik Teng and Wei Yu. We rushed to the cinema to watch movie. We were a bit late. But the movie just started. The duration about one an half hour, the movie ended. It was kind of touching at the last part. I love the story. It was so meaningful. And this movie was the last movie for Paul Walker, so sadly.

And then we went out the cinema hall and played again. Then, I went back.

The movie "BRICK MANSION" is seriously a good movie, I love it so much.