#20141106

Today, we were told that our Chinese teacher is giving our result for PT3 BC PAPER. Is quite a horrible thing to say.

This is the very first day of me going to school for this week. We, form 3, were told to move to the Dewan Bunga Raya in our school hostel. Our counselling teacher, Mr. Roffi, was the one incharge of us for our school life after PT3. We were told that today we are having sports activity. Girls are playing bola jaring, while boys are playing futsal. I don't know but Yijuin wants me to join her group but her group was full. I do not really want it but all of them want me to. So I joined.

Then, girls moved to basketball court, while boys moved to the multi-purpose court. To be honest, is not fun at all. They just played on their own. No wonder we the Chinese doesn't join them. Okay, I don't want to talk about this topic although we knew much more than this.

During the recess time, we all gather in 3 Jaya class, we ate and play UNO together, to let ourselves relaxed and die together later. Then recess time ended. We all walked together to find teacher. Teacher is walking to block E where the form 1 and form 2 are there. We all are worried that teacher might have give out our result infront of them. Phew, luckily teacher changed her mind and told us to go to the school's hostel.

Teacher called us one-by-one follow the name's arrangement. That's horrible, everyone is worried. After that, we all sat down and discussed about it. I got the lowest mark overall, but I'm not sure whether I can say out or not so I'm not telling it. We just discussed among ourselves. Yeah, someone did cry, and I'm not telling who is the someone. The highest marks of it is quite low. But at the time, I'm grateful that I got the lowest marks among everyone, just because at least no one will cry or being sad about it. That's really what I'm thinking at that time.

Yeah, of course I did disappointed to myself. But for me: 'Let me disappointed for a second, after the one second, I, stand up and face the reality.'

I hope they didn't mind that much. Together, let's fight for it, #CinaGang.